Harsh reality of life

I guess something just struck me and I don’t know how to feel right now.
First of all I already hate this place a lot and so I can’t really act like myself.

I think they are putting their comments on first impression before knowing the real me.
I don’t know who to trust now.. Or I can’t trust anybody.

I really feel so down that I just feel like running away now.

But I know outside of this place, I have real ppl who know me and understand me and love me for who I am!

So I’m just gonna ignore this negativity and just concentrate on making my day as enjoyable as possible.