Year 2010
I dont know if I even got the time to blog about 2010 on the 31 Dec before it hit 2011. So I realise today right now is just the perfect time. first of all 2010 has been a fast year for me. I still can clearly remember what happened on January.
2010 has been a year of enjoyments but at the same time a year of sadness too. The first few months was alright for me.
Started my senior year at RP was a blast. knowing that IIP is on semester 2, I decided I enjoy my last semester in school to the maximum and i did. The first few months this year before ending my Year 2 in RP, it ended with a bang actually. Enjoyed my Year 2 life so much. Did so much activities that can make me miss school so much.
But somehow in the middle of the month, there were so much deaths in my family that happened all in short among of notice. the gap between each was not that much either. I really broke down so much on May when my grams passed away. To tell you the truth until now, I still cant accept the fact over what had happened. cant believe she’s not here anymore. i miss her so much till now. I really regret for not giving myself attention to her. but i dont blame her, but only myself. i can really rmb the old times when i was young playing with her. we really nv knew what she really felt about her grandchildren.
Sometimes only after these incidents when you rmb to say to your love ones that you love them. only when that person is not there, is where you will miss them. So as long as the one you love is still there, spend as much with them and live each moments together as much as possible.
So i want to make a shoutout to my family first. Really from the bottom of my heart, you guys are the best and i love you guys. I dont know what would i do w/o you guys. Especially my parents for raising me up with a lot of sacrifice along the way. What I am today, is because of your loving upbringing. no one can replace my parents. my siblings, you guys alaways fill my days with happiness! This year had been a good year for us. lets stay that way and keep making each other happy. I will do what I am suppose to do and make all of you proud.
to my secondary school friends, you guys know who you are. I love you guys as well as much like my second family. You guys are always there for me too. Really from the bottom of my heart too, you guys always have my back. Lets stay this way forever alright you guys. I cant imagine losing anyone of you in my life.
this year hari raya was filled with sadness too. it was very different w/o the ppl whom passed away. I really cried on the first day of hari raya when doing my morning prayers reciting the takbir.
but however there were loads of happy moments in 2010 that I just can write here because it would take up forever. these little moments that are the one that made my 2010 a more meaningful one.
Right now with all the patience i need to carry on with IIP to complete my course of study before I graduate, I am going to say that 2010 has been a year of change for me. With adapting to new environment to having to learn how to be a strong and mature person. Life is really at its peak for me ever since I turn 20 this year. Time for realisation that life isnt a piece of cake anymore.
So I am not going to look back and regret and be sad that 2010 is leaving soon but instead use it as a pillar of strength for me to move forward in life. 2011 isnt going to be honeymoon for me instead life challenges are going to come soon and its time for me to face it. Back all these years are only preparing me for the real thing.
2010 has been a life changing experience for me as we welcome 2011 soon enough with our heads up high.
p/s: sorry even though i know that it is still a few weeks till the new year, I already predict that I wont have the time so I guess I do it now.
